I don’t know if I can be happy again. I just want to turn back time and change everything. I’m not happy to where I’m standing right now. I don’t know why and I don’t know how to be happy.
I’m just comfortable with the things happening, not happy, just comfortable. If only I could just turn back time.. If only.
It’s hard to believe that someone in your life is now gone.. not just for a moment, but forever.
It hurts to think that I would never see her anymore, that I couldn’t hug her, play with her or bond with her. I didn’t even had the chance to say goodbye for the last time.
Minsan, naiisip ko, sana posible na paggising ko, nanjan ulit siya. Happily running to me.
I’m a sucker for being consistent.
It’ll be a week by now, but I just can’t feel the excitement or anything. I just feel the sadness that’s covering my whole body, but I should keep on moving forward and find the light and keep being strong or I might just lose everything, including myself.
Hey there lil fella, I know you’re going to be fine there. Be safe okay? Be happy as always, I love you. See you soon in heaven.
Please be open to changes. It might take you somewhere.
Natawa lang ako nung nakita ko to. Shit no? =)) 2010 vs. pre-2014,
Bless those people who’ve proven love is very powerful and once it acted upon them, it’s the powerful tool to break down the walls between them, it is the shortest way to each other’s hearts and it is the uncounted years of love, two people deserve to have.
Bless them, for they have shown that love is still real to some people and proved that it can always be painful but brings much more peace and joy to each and everyone of us.
Unexpected ko talaga na sobra kong magugustuhan ung movie. Akala ko parang magiging ‘Fine’ lang siya sa sakin or yung tipo ng movie na pampalipas oras, pero hindi, the movie taught me lessons and talgang tumatak siya sa akin and I know forever ko na ung maalala.
Ang pinakatumatak sa akin talaga yung kinuwento ni Walt Disney kay Helen Goff about sa pinagdaanan niya nung bata pa sila ng kapatid niya. Twice a day sila nagdedeliver ng newspaper na pagmamay-ari ng father nila.. Dun ko kasi narealize na kung ano mang pinagdadaanan ng tao sa present time, hindi un ticket para maging ganun ka narin habang buhay, hindi ibig sabihin na kailangan mo ng sukuan ung mga pangarap mo sa buhay.
Wala lang. Gusto ko lang i-share. Sana ngayong 2014, umayos na ako.
I may act like sometimes I am annoyed by you guys, which is 75% true, I still love you & missed you a lot. You’re like sisters from another mother. I just find it hard to show it by being makulit and stuff to you. It’s not really my thing. I just like to sat down beside you two watching you have fun and making fun of each other.
Im starting to plan about saving and earning money, or if fortunate enough, start a business, kahit yung simple lang basta yung kaya kong imanage at patok naman para hindi agad malulugi diba?
Narealize ko kasi kung gaano ako kagastadora lalo na sa mga school supplies & kahit nandiyan naman sila papa para mahingan, iba padin kasi kapag galing sa akin eh and tulong narin to sa kanila diba?
Sana nga, ganun lang kadali magearn ng money. Bakit ba kasi napakalaking role ang nilalaro ng pera sa buhay natn? Papel lang naman un ah, papel lang…
I know different stories about teenagers experiencing things that’s horrible and very traumatic, but I never knew one that could affect me so much. Maybe it’s because she’s been one of my closest and open friends and maybe because we’ve been friends ever since I moved here.
I never knew someone at my age would be that determined, strong and caring. Love is really too powerful to tear two people apart from each other and at the same time, love can really bring desperation to our hearts.
When she was telling me the story, I couldn’t stop thinking about what she’s been through, things that I thought only movies could produce. I couldn’t stop asking myself why wasn’t I there to keep her company and to help her overcome everything, and I couldn’t stop feeling awful.
I’m just glad she told me everything, and I’m glad that she overcome such tragedy.
She’s very strong.. such a strong girl.